안녕, 아버지.^^
아빠 잘지내?
난 이국땅에서 아빠가 고생해서
번 학비쓰면서 잘있지.아빠 제발 건강 잘챙기고..

참. 내가 여기서 고등학교를 다닐줄 누가알았겠어.
이번 여름에 한국에 있을때는
아빠 또 드라마 시작해서 제대로 같이 있지도 못했잖아.
난 또 공부한다고 학원다니면서 친구사귀고
놀기만했지 또.

예전에 엄마랑 아빠가 부모님생각만하면
눈물이 날것같다고 했을땐 전혀 몰랐는데
지금은 진짜 그래.
아빠랑 통화할때마다 진짜 눈물이 막 흐르는데도
안들킬려고 많이 힘들어. 진짜 아빠
너무 고맙고. 많이 사랑해. 정말 많이 사랑해

난 아빠의 딸이라서 너무 감사해. 아무도 아빠가
얼마나 특별한 아빠인지 모를거야.
아빠는 내 인생의 처음이자 마지막인 예술가야.

진짜 내 친구들은 티비에 나오거나 영화에 나오면
처음 아는 음악들 난 어렸을때 아빠 조그만 차안에서
들은거 기억나면 그 느낌이 난 너무 좋아. 아빠랑
나만 아는 그런거 있잖아.

I know that you are worrying about me so much and
I do worry about you a lot too.

someone said if we meet once in our lifes, we are
going to be separated once also.
I'm so afraid.
I know your job is not just a job but really tough and
you can't even go to your own home for a week.
thing that I'm afraid about is that you will not be able
to work anymore soon. cus.. you are old. much older
than you that I remember.

I miss you so much. I want to give you a big hug so
I can cheer you up like nobody else can do.
I want to talk to you in every moment, and
I want to spend the rest of my life with you , mom and little
brother.
I don't want to say good bye to you.
I want you to see my husband in the future and
my children and their children.
please.. take care of your health.
I'm so fearful that you are going to be sick suddenly.
I love you and miss you so much.
I don't remember when I told you that I love you so much
for the last time. I know I'm stupid cus I don't say I love you
because I'm just shy.
I know I need to tell you right now because
I know I'm guna be full of regret after.. later...when you are
gone. I don't even want to think about it.

I try to work hard like you do.. but it's not easy I guess.
but I just want to let you know that I always think of you
when I feel like I'm alone.
Thank you daddy.. I miss you and I love you.
I'm going to be there next summer. I can't wait til
I can give you a big hug.