hey..
I mean hi nice to meet you..
I was just thinking of u.. and just..

I really want u to know that u r in my heart.
I mean nobody knows and
also I can't say I really like you trurly or something.
it's just... not a big deal but
I don't know why everytime u don't even
look at me,, I bite my lip..

I don't know..
it's so stupid that I can't even talk to u
even I spare some time to think about you.
and.. you are guna be gone to somewhere
that you wanted to go.. where you are going to
do what you wanted to do and where you are going to
meet people you might wanted to meet..
it's.. okay
I'm just telling me that I don't deserve anything
cus I just don't... cus I'm such a idiot, can't even
say hi to you.. can't even look into your eyes and
smile.

I can't believe you are going to be gone..!!!
Why?...why..!!
didn't i deserve to talk to you or just one moment ..?

I hate you cus you make me confused.
I don't know! is is just me who feels something else
thatn a look when you look at me for a moment?
I... just don't know.
could u please talk to me if you meant something?
please... since you r smarter than i am?....
I need you to talk to me..

everytime when I'm day dreaming... I'm dreaming about you
and me be together.
do you even think of me for a second when I'm not in
your sight?
I'm so depressed..
it's just so sad that I'm just entertaining myself here.

yeah.. I'm stupid. i wish I just know how to be brave enough
to talk to you and express that I really like you.
that.. I want to be your honey. haha.. it's kinda..

I know I don't deserve you because I'm not doing anything
that I can do..

if I only talk to you,  and get closer to you and talk to you on
the phone and give you a warm hug?
it would be the greatest event ever happen until
you stay here...
I need a strong preparation for silence good bye...